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Sense of Distance (EP)

by Robert Leslie

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1.
October Song 03:59
The raincoat's in the basement The wash is on the line But still we're running replays Of all the days we've left behind I guess we've come full circle I guess that it was time To see you leave without me And take off on a different line And now you cry, now you grin Now you're out and now you're in And now you're on your own Hanging out the window in the autumn cold Tell me does it have to be like this, have we really got that old? Hell, I thought we were on a roll The light comes in the window The cups steam on the floor It's just like in the movies But afterwards there's always more I want to tell you secrets I want for you to know The things I thought about you Before we had to pack and go And now you cry, now you grin Now you're out and now you're in And now you're on your own Hanging out the window in the autumn cold Tell me does it have to be like this, have we really got that old? Hell, I thought we were on a roll I don't know what I'm saying Or whom I'm talking to 'Cause if you ever hear this It's bound to be a different you. So I've been writing postcards And picking up new songs I'll spare you all the details Suffice to say I get along And now you cry, now you grin Now you're out and now you're in And now you're on your own Hanging out the window in the autumn cold Tell me does it have to be like this, have we really got that old? Hell, I thought we were on a roll
2.
Sailor Song 04:08
Curtains in the morning Curtains in the breeze Hours I've been watching them So silent, such a tease Shadows in the garden Sparrows on the line Forehead to the windowpane You held me from behind Then tearing out the pages Hitching back out east Raining on the concrete station Singing in the grease Holding all the answers Holding all the time I felt so certain of myself The day we said goodbye Shadows on the cornfields Flickers in the shacks I listen to the whale song blowing From the railroad tracks A snow globe in an earthquake A ruin in the air I can't forget a single thing Each little thing is there I think about the windowpane I think about the breeze I'm writing letters to myself And sleeping 'neath the trees No reason to be somewhere else No reason to be here No reason much for reasons But then that was always clear But I won't say the bigger words For you I'll leave them out 'Cause I know you've got your matchstick bridge To take into account Not so hard to keep from speaking When there's never time to breathe When we live above the deep and love Like sailors out on shore leave I've gone back to the city I'm counting down the days Sometimes I wake up and think The feeling's gone away I've rented an apartment I've built myself a fort I thought I'd find another way It's harder than I thought If I could make you disappear I'm not sure if I'd try If this is how we're gonna live I want to feel alive So I'll keep on writing little notes And I'll drop them in the sea And if you won't let me in with you I'll take you out with me And you won't hear the bigger words For you I'll leave them out 'Cause I know you've got your matchstick bridge To take into account Not so hard to keep from speaking When there's never time to breathe When we live above the deep and love Like sailors out on shore leave
3.
So Far 02:44
So far It hasn't got too late I've gone it pretty straight I've exercised my right and left behind the open bar On the whole I've been all right so far So far Been harmless as a laugh No flaming aftermath Left open all the shutters Never swept away the shards I've kept the scene from changing much so far So burn this night Never flounder, never fight Bottled up a thousand stares Settled on a thousand eyes Burn the streets and burn the skies Until you have no notion where You've ended up so far So far Left open all my tabs I took all kinds of stabs I listen to the city sounds The motorbikes and cars I haven't gotten anywhere so far So far I've watched the sky collapse I've watched the hours lapse I've languished in the feathers And I've lumbered through the tar But nothing yet has stuck to me so far So burn this night Never flounder, never fight Bottled up a thousand stares Settled on a thousand eyes Burn the streets and burn the skies Until you have no notion where You've ended up so far
4.
They tore apart the streets today You edge along the cracks Sand is falling off your shoes It's time you headed back You're losing all your sympathy Your prosody of fleece Come the black dog, see you barking Fearful of the beast You kissed her on her bike last night You watched her wheel away You talked about her lovers And then came another day Guess you had a thousand wishes Guess you wished too much Guess you kept them to yourself And guess who's out of luck But oh, what a moon we have now the clouds are gone Leaning on the balustrade, waiting for the dawn Oh, what a moon we have now the skies are clear Making like a refugee, sleeping in the mirror You led her through the gallery You said you were all right All your heroes there with you Dressed in black and white You walked her to the waterfront You buttoned up her coat And later when you'd said goodbye You threw away the note And oh, what a moon we have now the clouds are gone Leaning on the balustrade, waiting for the dawn Oh, what a moon we have now the skies are clear Making like a refugee, sleeping in the mirror You ask a lot of questions But you're running out of time Let it out or let it in But don't expect a sign Go running for the ocean, now Go running for the hills But don't you wait for time to tell It isn't standing still And oh, what a moon we have now the clouds are gone Leaning on the balustrade, waiting for the dawn Oh, what a moon we have now the skies are clear Making like a refugee, sleeping in the mirror
5.
I ride a train too fast to sin Feel it flimsy in my pocket A necklace with a cross of tin That homeless Rusty gave to me Coat your lips with chocolate cream Eyes are sinking in their sockets Every morning the same old dream And sunrise that I never see I noticed your latest photograph Hanging in your fenced-off thicket In my dreams you tend to laugh Always stealing, never sinned Rusty asks you for a dime But guess who's paying for his ticket Sense of distance, sense of time I lost them in the subway wind Flags are smeared across your cheeks Windows open till I shiver Wish you'd drown inside your sheets Slip in silence, sink away Misty clouds are rushing by Moon has shrunken to a sliver Time to whisper, time to bide Call it shovel, call it spade Gasp for water, gasp for breath Umbrellas one by one catch fire Just a footstep short of death You suck the moisture from my shoes And so we make another tie By cross of tin, by force of sigh Rusty never thought things through Oh, I wish I could escape from you.

about

A rush as usual - here I am on the night before I leave for the tropics, radiator refuses to work so I've pulled two jumpers on, and for hours now I've been trying to get the masters for these bloody songs right. My overhead light's blown out and I'm out of candles so I'm probably destroying my eyes right about now.

It's been a very exasperating thing, working on this little compilation. It's just five songs, but Christ, the indecision! Let me tell you the story. Way back in March, after spending two months in Morocco writing a decidedly shoddy novel, I enthusiastically rubbed my hands and decided that with the book done I'd better toss off a new album or two. I had big ideas for this album. It would be, like, totally honest and heartfelt but with, you know, like, GRIT this time around - idea was it'd be some sort of sinister, disorienting Radiohead-style journey through a series of bad dreams I'd been having around that time, disjointed and digital-sounding. I'd been playing with synthesizers for quite a while and I figured I was about ready to show everyone my Warp Records influences and prematurely alienate my fans. So between April and May I rented an apartment in Madrid, spent about a month writing new material, and promptly decided to scrap nearly all of it. One song from that period has survived in acoustic form, it's called "Slip in Silence, Slink Away," the last track on this EP. In June I found myself back at the drawing board in Amsterdam. Then a number of things happened and music didn't seem like the most important thing for a while. I must've started writing the beginnings of "October Song" around that time, although it clearly wasn't called that, yet. July, August, travelling through Eastern Europe by firetruck with German friends, camping out by rivers and fields, small mistrustful villages with attractions ranging from goat skeletons to ice cream cones at thirty cents a scoop... the Slovakia rainbow gathering, Prague, and a creeping realisation that this music writing business was really getting neglected rather too much. I started writing a lot of songs in Prague. I had plenty of time because I was making too much money and too few friends. "Sailor Song" was written in Prague, as was most of "October Song," and a whole load of others that you might get to hear some day. Soon enough I found myself back in Amsterdam again, where I realised that most of what I'd written was already outdated. I figured I'd better just stick to the plan regardless and write new material as I went along. I spent three weeks doing two recordings of songs with the full production extravaganza - synthesizers, drum machines, all that. I spent so much time working on them that my ears went numb; before long I could no longer work out what exactly I'd made, whether it was any good or not. Who would've thought it could be so hard to be the next Thom Yorke? Inconceivable. I sent one of the songs to a few friends of mine and told them to please be honest. They certainly were. I decided I'd better scrap my electric ambitions and after a week or two of moping resigned myself to doing an acoustic album. I wrote about eight or nine more songs after that, of which only "So Far" and "And Then Came Another Day" survive. Believe me, the others were rubbish, you're not missing much.

Which brings us to this stunted little collection! Sad little orphan songs! I brought them closer together by recording them all in one afternoon, as per the "So Long!" tradition - it wasn't raining this time, sadly, but it was very cold. Well, and here I am now, sleep-deprived and somewhat jittery, wondering if my ears might still be playing tricks on me (YOU try fiddling with parametric EQs for four hours straight on three cups of coffee and no sleep!).

Well, all the same, ladies and gents, I present to you with great pride, my latest recording,

"Sense of Distance"!

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released November 20, 2012

Songs written, performed, and recorded by Robert Leslie. Album artwork by Robert Leslie. Robert Leslie by Robert Leslie's Mum and Dad, and the Dutch education system, and Robert Leslie's peerless peers, and the cultural heritage of humanity, and the gulf stream, etc.

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